I lost the bet
Now I find myself alone
The deck was stacked

My intentions thwarted 
This is still it

Where do you sleep 
When your heart is trampled
How can you recover
If caring seems to cease

Perhaps I am a dinosaur
Scavenging the ground
For morsels of passion and lust

But I can't breathe

I took on too much weight
Still I have feathers
I will lift it all up
before I tumble down